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Takayuki Ikkaku, Arisa Hosaka and Toshihiro Kawabata
todae i wen to sch. i wanted to visit my juniors, cuz i tot todae is clubcrawl. n i wen to e sports hall n saw everybody decoratin their booths. in e end i called shu herng n he told mi tt its wed to fri.
todae is my 1st anniversary yet i feel it is a little depressin. i even 4gt todae is our 1st anniversary. he n i hav decided to be stop a while n jus b frens. i was all e way for it. i glad he initiated to talk abt it. its lk i hav this feelin tt wo men de gan qing yi jin bian tan le. i feel tt e 1st mth we did commit to e relationship but aft tt cuz of various reasons , it had turned into not so commited. while we talk i can feel tt he is really serious this relationship but he is busy wif his things. i do not know he really dun wan to hurt my feelings anot but fr wad i feel, it is real.
we parted as frens. i not v sad but i feel mayb its time to move on. mayb we cant b together but we can be hong fen zhi ji. i tink i wud prefer tt relationship. our relationship @ e start wen too fast. we dun hav e chance to noe each other better. he is a nice guy but if we r really serious abt this relationship, we hav to b commited to each other. dere r oso alot of obstacles, both mine n his, to overcome.
on to another topic. i realised tt sometimes ppl cant noe my true character unless dere r my close frens. im a quiet person but doesn't mean im not talkative. i can b quite talkative wif my closest frens. im a person who wil wait 4 u to make e 1st step. i hav always waited 4 ppl to initiate 1st. i oso can be quite scheming if e person cause mi to hate him or her. i wil find ways to get back to e person. if e person treat mi gd, i wil treat e person nicely.
it wil take time bef i warm up to e person. i rem my frens said tt @ 1st they tot i v fierce. bu it cuz i nvr smile. den another scenario. once when i was playin games i keep quiet, den e rest were talkin. n when i win, they say tt i was quiet but i alr quietly winnin while they were talkin. i tend to b lk this. i jus keep quiet if e topic is not of interest to mi or im not in e conversation. i may b listenin but i wil not react to e conversation. it wil took a while bef e person really understand mi.
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