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Takayuki Ikkaku, Arisa Hosaka and Toshihiro Kawabata
being busy these days. wen for several interviews, rejected some offers cuz i feel e salary is abit low. partly is e workin environment, i din lk callin ppl. if not is e pay or is on contract basis. nvm. i not in a hurry to work anyway. i believe i wud get a job tt i really wan n lk.
todae i wen to sch. i wanted to visit my juniors, cuz i tot todae is clubcrawl. n i wen to e sports hall n saw everybody decoratin their booths. in e end i called shu herng n he told mi tt its wed to fri.
todae is my 1st anniversary yet i feel it is a little depressin. i even 4gt todae is our 1st anniversary. he n i hav decided to be stop a while n jus b frens. i was all e way for it. i glad he initiated to talk abt it. its lk i hav this feelin tt wo men de gan qing yi jin bian tan le. i feel tt e 1st mth we did commit to e relationship but aft tt cuz of various reasons , it had turned into not so commited. while we talk i can feel tt he is really serious this relationship but he is busy wif his things. i do not know he really dun wan to hurt my feelings anot but fr wad i feel, it is real.
we parted as frens. i not v sad but i feel mayb its time to move on. mayb we cant b together but we can be hong fen zhi ji. i tink i wud prefer tt relationship. our relationship @ e start wen too fast. we dun hav e chance to noe each other better. he is a nice guy but if we r really serious abt this relationship, we hav to b commited to each other. dere r oso alot of obstacles, both mine n his, to overcome.
on to another topic. i realised tt sometimes ppl cant noe my true character unless dere r my close frens. im a quiet person but doesn't mean im not talkative. i can b quite talkative wif my closest frens. im a person who wil wait 4 u to make e 1st step. i hav always waited 4 ppl to initiate 1st. i oso can be quite scheming if e person cause mi to hate him or her. i wil find ways to get back to e person. if e person treat mi gd, i wil treat e person nicely.
it wil take time bef i warm up to e person. i rem my frens said tt @ 1st they tot i v fierce. bu it cuz i nvr smile. den another scenario. once when i was playin games i keep quiet, den e rest were talkin. n when i win, they say tt i was quiet but i alr quietly winnin while they were talkin. i tend to b lk this. i jus keep quiet if e topic is not of interest to mi or im not in e conversation. i may b listenin but i wil not react to e conversation. it wil took a while bef e person really understand mi.
haiz. jus now i had type alot but all had disappear. so now i wil put down as much as i rem........
thurs
mit out wif sok ying aft 1st interview. wen to parco cuz sok ying wan to buy things. talk alot. i lk meetin outside cuz tt's e time where we dun talk sch.
had a gd laugh @ action city when sok ying did a silly thing. we were @ a shop selectin e pdt cuz we wan to get a nice one den sok ying turn to a guy who was standin quite near to her n ask if there is a new piece. hahaha so funni. i knew e guy was not e shop assistant @ 1st glance n his gf is wif him. which upon enterin e shop, i knew they were not shop assistants. sok ying was so paiseh. den we quickly walk to e cashier. bef puttin e thing on e counter, sok ying laughed uncontrollably. den bef she pay e cashier she laughed agn, i tink e cashier may tink wad is wrong wif this girl. lol
den we carried on walkin. arranged to wear pink to outcast sharon. cuz i told sok ying i wud bring e things i brought in bangkok. since i wearin pink den she say she wil wear pink oso. i found tt once i wen back to spore aft my trip, alot of things tt i see triggered my memory wif e things i hav seen in bangkok. alot of fond memories, i hope to go dere agn.
fri
celebrate sharon n xue lian bdae. sandy n i feel abit outcast wif sok ying, xue lian n sharon lk we were invisible. den we always walk faster than them n they walk v slow behind. gt this incident where we chgin place to take photo n i ask e gals behind, they wan to go up or down. but no response fr them n sandy was tellin mi "now u noe why i nvr ask them?" so we 2 jus lead e way
anyway we wen ard shoppin in vivo. den sok ying n i bought a chocolate rum cake. ate @ pasta mania. sabo xue lian n sharon. sharon kena sabo badly. even had a bulging stomach when we wen home.
sharon is thick skinned, cheapo n greedy.
ha fun time takin pics. was a little bit crazy.
came back to spore on mon aftnn. abit tired but quite fun. i wen ard bangkok shoppin. bought diff things @ diff locations. quite hapi cuz i buy alot of things tt i wan.
i wen to their main shoppin area lk our orchard rd. den oso their mornin and night pasar malam. bought my things mostly fr mornin n night pasar malam. i abt to become a pink lady le. almost everything i bought are pink. my bag, purse, presents i bought for my frens are pink. except for my shoes, cant find any cheap and gd pink shoes.
abit loss of slp. cuz i slept v late and wake up v early. my hotel room got channels lk star movies, channel v, phoenix channel, channel news asia, CCTV and a taiwan channel but i dunno e channel name. so i watch tv until v late.
i wan to go bangkok nxt time. i can shop until siao. so many things i hav not explore and their fashion sense is lk spore. so e things tt u wan in spore, u can find it in bangkok. e food oso quite gd. i din eat @ restaurants, so our expenses r quite cheap. i ate satay dere and other tasty stuff. their satay sauce is onli a little bit spicy. den their sweet n sour sauce oso veri nice, i can jus eat e whole small packet myself.
i met sok ying yest. den i told her abt bangkok. den she ask how much i spent altogether. my dad, mum n i onli spent ard $900 sing dollars includin air tickets. she was sayin tt was qute cheap, tt we v saving. true la but i feel we spent quite alot le. cuz gt include wad i buy for myself n my bros. anoher thing is tt we search for cheap things to buy. altogether e things tt i buy for myself n frens is onli $36 sing dollars. imagine tt!! i feel tt u cant get so many things @ such cheap prices.
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